It's things like this that make me realise my petty problems aren't worth anything in the big picture.

You'll be in my prayers as well man. Keep up the fight.

Well the forums are the only happiness I get so I will try to stay on while im awake.

Well, I'll pray for you. Don't give up hope. A strong will can sometimes work just as good as medicine.

Got any good PC games on your laptop? They can give you quite a bit of happiness! ;)

But seriously, keep the hope going. At the very least, it will extend your life span. Remember Terry Fox? He gets his leg amputated, and what does he do? He friggin' walks across the country! (Well, maybe you don't remember him... he's Canadian. Still, it's a pretty good example.)

Giving up is the worst thing you can do. Just keep going, fight through the pain. It works wonders.

If I prayed, you'd be in my prayers. But you'll be in my thoughts anyway. Keep coming to the forums as much as you want, you'll always be welcome here!

I'm actually crying right now from all of your guys posts.
Thank you.

It is something sad to see and say, i can tell you that...

i can also tell you that its not over untill its over, so right now, you're not diying or dead... you're pretty much alive, just not well.

Sure, im simplifiying something that its not all that easy... but c'mon; if it is not your time, you aint going anywhere. But if it is that time, at least you can go out easy, calm, and knowing that people here know who you are...

Hell... everyday people die in obscurity or in VERY worst ways, all things considered, you can be sure thatyou've gone WAY more far than many people...

Damn it man, you faced this very well.. talking openly to people, reachign out... how many people just gets shut-in and give up because of much lesser problems?

Many, many do everyday.

and yet, here you are... still.

So dont quit untill its over, and when it IS over, be sure that you got your job done in your time.

If it helps...

Think of it this way--You are neither dead, nor dying, if you're still capable of posting here. You can still think, you can still type, you can still appreciate the sympathies and the well wishes of your friends here at the forum.

And for that very same reason, you can still pull through this. Keep fighting.

Your time at the forum has given introduced you to a number of people who are intelligent and caring.

My thoughts are with you. Keep checking the forum, and remember that for every person who posts, that's one more person who'd prefer not to say goodbye. Keep that in mind before you see yourself off, aye?

Stay strong man. We'll be praying for you.

You'll be in my prayers. But you have to stay strong.

Ditto what everyone else has said. You're in my prayers. Stay strong. I wish I had something else I could say, but everyone else has said it all. You've been great to know the whole time you've been here. So you can't leave. Not allowed. Keep fighting.