Doctors won't tell me what I bloody have cause no one will come into the room. I even got up and risked passing out again just to get a doctors attention. Which of course I did. A doctor finally came in and told me the exact same thing the other one did.

I asked him what do I have as it looked like they been avoiding that. Of course he just plain ignored me and walked off. I'm getting up again. Be back tomorrow after I wake up from passing out again.

And now I am coughing up blood, alot now. And now im hurting... help please..


Edit: Well since my stupid efforts of standing I am now pukeing blood as it seems. Hopefully it has stopt, These are my final farewells to the NP forums.

Goodbye everyone, If I live I will be sure to come back.

The issue here is this--Since you joined one month ago, you've done little more than completely transparent pity mongering, that has slowly grown and grown. Now you're apparently dying of a disease you don't even know the name of in a hospital room that has no TV, yet inexplicably allows you to have internet access (despite the fact that VERY few hospitals have cable internet, and wireless fucks with their machines to keep people alive), and you've decided to spend your last few days talking to people on the internet that you've only known for a month.

Now, if you're actually, genuinely, sick, I'd imagine you'd a) stop bringing it up in every goddamn thread you post in, b) know what the crap you have, and c) go and spend some time with real life friends.

Honestly, the bullshit detector is off the charts here, and if by some strange twist of fate you really are sick, then I apologize--and the very very off chance that it may be real is the only reason we've allowed this thread. However, your constant pity mongering in other threads where people are trying to enjoy themselves (car thread, for instance) is annoying, pathetic, and indictive of an attention craving personality trying to get into the spotlight as much as possible, as opposed to an actual, honest to god, dying person.

I mean, really: And yet... Apparently they WILL come into the room, and we STILL don't know what EITHER doctor ACTUALLY said.

Unless you're trying to confirm the consumption, in which case TB hasn't killed anyone who can afford an alienware laptop since Doc Holiday.

Trying to manipulate people's emotions in this way is uncool. Hell, making this big a deal of it even if you WERE dying would be in generally bad taste.

Provide us with a disease, some kind of evidence that you're actually dying and not just playing at people's heartstrings for a bit of cheap sympathy, or go away.

100% bullshit. Hands down. If you're dying, then I'll send your widow a ham.

Failing that, come clean now and bygones will be bygones. We will lock or delete this thread, we will move on like nothing ever happened. Persist in this transparent douchebaggery and we will remove you and the associated memories.

I mean seriously next thing you're going to say is the doctors figured out what you have, it's terminal cancer of the brain lungs heart kidneys and soul, and they could operate on you if it weren't for your minority status because obviously you're down and out and a victim of the system, by the way did anyone mention that they found a suitable donor for you but that said donor died in a car accident wherein all of the organs necessary for donation were mysteriously punctured by bits of shrapnel, and now you're being discharged from the hospital to go home and die in your house that burned down yesterday with your entire family and life savings inside.

Just stop it dude.

Yo, my necka's dyin', chill! Chill!!!

It IS somewhat of a odd thing Zoran... quite franklly i belived that it was really serious what you're saying... but there ARE a few quirks...

Now, even if you're liying or if you're telling the truth... at least try to understand that your not the first one to pull this sort of BS on this Forums... heck, as far as i know you're like the third of Forth person to do it... so there is precedent... and the moderators can check IP's, so if you had another account, they would know by now, so at least you got that covered

We all can have Sympathy for a persons problems and even offer the occasional owrd of advice or encouragement but C'mon man... you said that you're on that hospital bed for a few months... and yet NO ONE tells you what you have, you're 100% alone in a hospital, no family or friends, and yet you have a Alienware laptop with full internet acess... it IS odd even if it is all real.

Personally, i think that what grabs me the most is the constant "i got blood on me/my laptop but i still can type this" it is gross, but also a little bit to "Sin City" for me...

So really.... if you DO have a problem, my sympahty goes out for ya, but go get some answers or start giving some answers because the last couple of weeks were a little "too much", the name of the Hospital, where is it, who is your doctor, anything really...

There is plenty of cause for a lawsuit if the doctors aren't telling you your symptoms regardless of if they don't know the actual illness. What I found convenient was that when I posted, suddenly at that specific moment, things got worse. What I honestly now believe is that you'd been 'found out' and that you couldn't continue the lie any further.

Why do I believe this? I agree with Bellsouth. The injection of the word 'blood' whenever it seemed convenient and also the little suicidal note here:

Because that's obviously why you're seeking pity and help, so that if they can't treat you, you can kill yourself instead. If this is the way your mind is thinking, why haven't you already killed yourself instead of waiting for a lingering death by an illness that you think might be TB?

Honestly, it makes people feel bad to see these threads and be skeptical. I mean, there are honest to God cases of people being sick and needing support, and they'd feel like jackasses unless they were nice and said something to keep your hopes up. And you achieved that for the most part with this thread. I hope whatever comfort you found from these genuine nice people makes up for the act of suddenly vanishing when it became apparent you couldn't keep up this tirade.

Good Luck, my wishes are out to you. Ouch about Turburculous.(sp?)

I'm curious as to what Zoran's signature text says. I wish I knew russian.

Okay, good. I just wanted to make sure everybody else was thinking total bullshit before I revealed my own suspicions. I didn't want to be the first person to do it in Discussion.

I wish I could post longer but all the blood on my screen is blocking my view.

It's nice to know I'm not alone. The past little while I've been raising an eyebrow, but otherwise tried to be nice enough to not say anything. I do, however, follow Krylo faithfully.


This thread specifically didn't trigger huge amounts of doubt, it was moreso the posting in every other thread. No disrespect intended but I've known plenty of people who have died, including most recently a friend who died of leukemia. They don't bitch and whine about it. Most of them said, "Okay, I'm going to die," stared it bravely in the face, and then went about trying to make their last days meaningful in some way.

Also....the title. "My death is near," is too...poetic.