Your Forum Personality
After a few of my posts, I began to wonder - many people on NPF have their own style; their own sort of domain. Mine is pictures, Fifth's is hate, BHS and Fencer's are all about hating everything that's awesome... But, with these attributed quirks and personalities, are we conforming to meet the standards of what everyone thinks of us? or are we actually these people?
Before I joined NPF, I didn't have this huge library of webcomics, pictures and what-have-you. I didn't reference everything to a four year old Penny Arcade comic. But after doing that a couple of times, and since it's become my "thing," I've got to say that I do it more often than not. I'm also a vocal pacifist, and strangely innocent for someone who plays so many violent video games and reads into psychopathic illness'. it's made me think - am I just projecting an image of what people perceive me as in order to avoid change, or am I really what I seem to be on the forums? Little bit of an identity crisis.
I know that in real life, I'm very, very shy about a lot of things, and any advances I make towards anyone come off as creepy. I'm a little bit of a goof ball, but most of the time I come of like a bit of a d-word, so I'm very, very introverted. But because on this forum I can be vocal because of anonymity, and in a way, I've created another little personality.
My question is this: Are we just doing what we do because we think that it's expected of us? Or are we just who we are?
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