Just made a shocking Realization O_o
 

You know, joining Facebook and finding nearly all of my old High School friends and class mates has made me realize something.

I'm a complete and total loser. O_O


I have.
No Job
No Girlfriend
Failed College 8 times IN A ROW.
No Car
NO License

The only redeeming quality I have is that I draw sexy girls and women very well. Which when you review the no girlfriend part, is kind of pathetic. And that I'm a nice guy who's lovable and stayed on the right path his entire life to this very day. Man, wow I... never thought I'd be like this after highschool. Might be like this for the rest of my possibly short life (Sarcuidoses and kidney failure run in my family.).

I don't have a job because my dumbass self never got one before the economy took a nose dive. Resulting in me being 21 with NO job experience save for being an intern at the school bakery.

I have no girl friend because I believe that getting a relationship would add too much stress resulting in me not being able to so much as leave the house without the fear of it killing my relationship with my girlfriend. Plus I thought If I got into a relationship, I would never have any freedom to my self anymore. You will all have a field day proving me horribly wrong.


I failed College so many times because I wasn't prepped for it. I rushed in instead of taking a 1 year break after high school (like your suppose to as it relieves stress and preps you for the real world by finding work). And because I was so ashamed of my learning disability (ADD) to get help. Resulting in me being just unable to finish anything on time or at all (that's the true and only reason Mischief Knights has not been updated). I can't even continue my course in Devry (my fresh new start) because I can't come up with $1200.00 without begging for money. Which I WILL NEVER DO.

I have no car because I can't afford to maintain a car and I have no license because I can't study to save my life. >_< And to discourage my Parents from surprising me with a car I can't keep.

I'm so pathetic it's almost hilarious. It's terrible that my grandmother died before I showed ANY sign of hope.

It's amazing how much you can learn about yourself just by chatting with classmates and looking at there lives.

All I can do is draw pictures. It's all I've got right now and it's just plain sad.

Wow... just wow... I really suck at life. O_O

Be glad you have something that you're good at. I know a lot of people who can't draw and tend to be envious of those who can.

I'm so VERY glad I have at least that to be proud of. >_>;

Though this thread isn't about just me. It's for anyone whos ever made a startling discovery like this. That they've could have done much better then they did.

in before "OMG first world problems"
 

So you're trying to continue a devry course but need money.

And you're actively trying to PREVENT your parents from buying you a car. Which would cost them money.

And presumably the devry course would lead to you getting a job.

Which would make you money. And make you get out of the house, which would lead to meeting people. Which could get you a girlfriend.


So your problem is that you don't feel comfortable taking money from your parents which would essentially be used to get you out of their house (I'm assuming you live with your parents) and stop costing them money and make your life not suck.

Hey kyanbu

I think your parents might have an active interest in making your life not suck. You've been costing them money for what, twenty years? And costing them money by living there. I think not taking the money and continuing to live there is objectively worse than taking the money and turning your life around (or at least taking a few steps in the right direction) and would ultimately save your parents money.



Also: Maybe you should stop comparing yourself to other people. Lots of famous artists (not saying you'll be a famous artist but giving perspective) have been in similar situations to yourself: poor, no friends, no solace but that found in their work. Having no girlfriend, no license, and dropping out of college only makes you a loser if that's how you define the word.


Also: Do we have a "First World Problems" thread tag? We need one.

Edit: My shocking realization: Most of my classmates in engineering are pretty dumb and are just in it for the money (sell-outs!) like the business majors and whatever else, but chose engineering because they're good at math and because it pretty much guarantees a job. This makes me mad, but whatevs.

They can't afford it even though they claim they can (I know because I tally up the bills when they are not looking, and we well... I amazed things are even on right now).

Live with my mom and step dad. My biologica ldad lives else where (we try to hang out but I sucking at planning a good weekend to do so).

That's kinda fucked up, dude.

Not entirely.

nah p. much entirely.

Like if your mom cracked open your account statements from the bank and went through them you'd be all kinds of pissed.

Yeah dude, shit's unschway. :|

I don't open the bills. And I'm pretty much told about this stuff afterwards and ahead of time.