I end up wanting to do nothing, which is like the exact opposite of what I should do
Sometimes, I end up dwelling on the idea of death meaning the complete and total end of my life, the lack of any additional thought, movement, speech, experience, etc. A total void. I then inevitably try to imagine what it's like to have nothing/be a void, and it creeps me right the fuck out and invariably makes me depressed for a day or three. Good times.
But yeah don't worry about it and move on if you can...
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