[DarkDrgon]

Ok, i know, dead thread, and no one wants to hear this anymore, but I finally feel good about things.

She texted my friend today asking how I was. He told the honest truth, that I was a wreck, and then it turned to him bashing her for what she did (probably not the smartest move, given he didn't know everything, but he seemed to get everything right cause she came to me)

so we talk, I honestly tell her I'd be willing to try again if she wanted to try, but she goes on saying we're not connected and we dont have enough in common. she then says we were never connected, and if I thought so it was all in my head.

So I flip out. Not gonna lie, I have tons of trust issues, and she set all of them off with that. I end up pretty much saying how everything I ever said to her was true, and that everything I did was for her (again, true). Now her friend tells me that she lied about that to help me get over her, but after my outburst feels we could work.

now, I get to decide if I even want her back. I'm leaning towards "yes, but only if she is willing to put in the same effort I am", but with a strong possibility of "after that stunt, hell naw".

also I feel nine thousand times better. woot. Thanks for the help guys (and gals), I guess now its my turn to take snakes place as relationship punching bag. commence with the Drgon bashing.