weird enough, as i was reading the thread there was an Episode of Scrubs going on my TV, and at the very moment i came here it was one of those Dr Cox speeches where he says something like
"You got to face facts that all we do here in the Hospital is Stall. In the end, we're just trying to keep the ball rolling". I thought it was an interesting coincidence after all.
Thing is, reading from what you told... i think it's actually great that you take it this personal when it happens. I'm pretty sure quite a few of us can relate to being neglected or badly treated by a Doctor, Nurse or some such at one point or another. So be able to still "feel it" is actually a good thing because it means you give a damn.
That said... you can sigh and feel bad, but you still can be proud of your work. You gave him the best chance he could've got. You said it yourself when you were having problem with an specific part you gave space to the doctor while you went to take care of another way to help this guy make it. I mean, if this is not being focused or "getting your head in the game" i don't know what it is... thing is, you went against all tides on this one, sometimes it's hard to get through that.
But still, you did your job, and you gave 100% at it.
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