You know, I read all of what you said and I legit cried a bit. It means a lot to me that I have a support system from non medical people. Sure I can talk aboutthis with my medical friends but it's hard to since we're all so desensitized. We care of course but we're so used to not showing our emotions. I find that writing helps get all this shit away from me. Taking the weight off my soul, if you will. I didn't pick this career because it was easy, no one can ever say that. I picked it because (not to be egotystical) I'm damn good at it and I love it.
Thanks for the warm fuzzies.
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