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**Revising Ocelot** · 10-02-2014, 06:07 PM

A decent circle of friends I know in person, who will actually endeavour to speak to me/involve me in stuff rather than me trying to shove my way in. Selfish of me, but I'm tried of getting to know people and only speaking to them when I'm the instigator.
The ability to not sabotage most of what I do, and thus thwart all the self-fulfilling prophecies I create.
To not hate myself.
Relationship would be nice too, to be able to have that kind of intimate support and, more importantly, to be able to reciprocate. It's no good finding the right person for me, I have to be the right person for someone else.

To be a normal person, instead of a wreck, a shell of some fool who somehow has managed to live this long. Totally unrealistic goals.

10-02-2014, 06:07 PM	#4
Revising Ocelot Douchebag Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Probably somewhere in England. Posts: 1,897	A decent circle of friends I know in person, who will actually endeavour to speak to me/involve me in stuff rather than me trying to shove my way in. Selfish of me, but I'm tried of getting to know people and only speaking to them when I'm the instigator. The ability to not sabotage most of what I do, and thus thwart all the self-fulfilling prophecies I create. To not hate myself. Relationship would be nice too, to be able to have that kind of intimate support and, more importantly, to be able to reciprocate. It's no good finding the right person for me, I have to be the right person for someone else. To be a normal person, instead of a wreck, a shell of some fool who somehow has managed to live this long. Totally unrealistic goals. __________________ magic sucks Last edited by Revising Ocelot; 10-02-2014 at 06:09 PM.