You Should Know This.

[Nique]

I know I'll settle into it eventually, but at the moment, I have to measure everything about myself and decide what I can wear and how I can wear it, what I can and can't say to whom, what kinds of things I should and shouldn't have on my computer, what activities are appropriate, and all sorts of other stuff.

You probably won't really settle into it, it's more like you become accustomed to being unsettled.

Not just you personally, that's just sort of the nature of being an adult as far as I can tell.