"Christmas With The Family" or "Fuck You, You Fucking Fuckers!"

Seil · 12-28-2014, 02:09 AM

Go Go Gadget family arguments.

Many of you are aware that I know how to find Youtube links and other stuff online. This is partly due to the fact that I spend quite a lot of time on my computer. I stay inside - partly because I live a very small town where the dating/social/bar scene is smaller than small, and partly because fuck other people.

I just find most people incredibly... awful. All sorts of labels I could attach - I just don't really care. But I've got this fantastic need for fulfillment. I want to do stuff. I want people to notice me. I just want things to go according to plan. My plan. The plan where I don't have to dance on a dance floor with tens of sweaty other people. I don't want to go out for drinks because I either won't have anything to talk about and end up getting drunk, or I'll get drunk and dominate the conversation with non-sequiturs.

I just don't feel the need to self flagellate by... being social. (Here's where I say "Fuck You." to my brother vicariously.) I don't want to do that. That sounds like a bad time. It sounds like you're judging my life as wrong because I'm not doing what you think is fun. You think going out is fun, and because I don't, I'm wrong - I'm broken. You're judging me on a personal bias. Well, fuck you. (Vicariously.)

Fuck you.

I don't have to socialize with you either. I'm sure that stung, you living hundreds of miles away.

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So, am I a weirdo loser shut in?

12-28-2014, 02:09 AM	#1
Seil Super stressed! Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: British Columbia Posts: 8,081	"Christmas With The Family" or "Fuck You, You Fucking Fuckers!" Go Go Gadget family arguments. Many of you are aware that I know how to find Youtube links and other stuff online. This is partly due to the fact that I spend quite a lot of time on my computer. I stay inside - partly because I live a very small town where the dating/social/bar scene is smaller than small, and partly because fuck other people. I just find most people incredibly... awful. All sorts of labels I could attach - I just don't really care. But I've got this fantastic need for fulfillment. I want to do stuff. I want people to notice me. I just want things to go according to plan. My plan. The plan where I don't have to dance on a dance floor with tens of sweaty other people. I don't want to go out for drinks because I either won't have anything to talk about and end up getting drunk, or I'll get drunk and dominate the conversation with non-sequiturs. I just don't feel the need to self flagellate by... being social. (Here's where I say "Fuck You." to my brother vicariously.) I don't want to do that. That sounds like a bad time. It sounds like you're judging my life as wrong because I'm not doing what you think is fun. You think going out is fun, and because I don't, I'm wrong - I'm broken. You're judging me on a personal bias. Well, fuck you. (Vicariously.) Fuck you. I don't have to socialize with you either. I'm sure that stung, you living hundreds of miles away. ---------- Post added at 11:09 PM ---------- Previous post was at 10:56 PM ---------- So, am I a weirdo loser shut in? Last edited by Seil; 12-28-2014 at 04:35 AM.